I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts...

But not really. It has been a very very long time since I last posted and that is a very sad thing. I am once again sitting in my art class. I've noticed thats where I seem to do most of blogging. I've also noticed that I never say anything of real importance but I'm not sure that's a big deal.

I did learn something though. Crying out side of a maze on a cold night at a boyscout event is not a smart idea. It's a very good way to catch a cold. But it is a good way to learn that you have very beautiful eyes after you cry. Yes. I sobbed like a small child for almost half an hour because of some idiot and that was just the straw that broke the damn. [Yes I know that's not the correct expression but I don't care] I sobbed on my friend's shoulder because I needed to. I had been bottling up too much for too long. My fears, the hurts I've suffered the past few months, the shattered dreams, Just the general pain of the last few months. After crying and shaking cuz it was stupid cold out I was informed that my eye's are a beautiful shade of green. Strangest thing that has been said to me in a long time. I was flattered but startled by the mild strangeness of it all. But yea. Thats the lesson for this blog post. If that can even be called a lesson xD

I'm currently proud of my self though, I've gotten back into writing and I'm loving it. It's such a good feeling to write something and to have people give comments on it. Very fantastic =]

I don't really have anything else to say right now. I might later we'll see.

Why kiss the feet of the people who kick you?

First off the title is from a song that is currently my theme song. I can't remember the title right now cuz my brain is go boom! [yes I meant that] I'm sitting in my university class and I really hate this class. It's boring as hell and doesn't keep my attention very well. Plus I currently feel like my head is stuffed with cotton. It hurts basicly. ugh. Seriously not fun!!! UUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!

I want this class to be over so I can go home and sleep or something. I probably have to make dinner and take Paddy to Sax tonight. Ew. Not fun!!! uggggggghhh Serious dislike..... I've just realized that I really have nothing to say about anything today. Not even my normal useless rambling. It's just not happening today. TT-TT That makes me just a lil bit sad. **sniff** Gross. Maybe I'll have something to say later.

Sarah

There was a storm....til I told it off!

Wow so apparently squares are art. Ugh this class is so just....MUFFIN!! Honestly! I'm typing this during class as he shows us pictures of prostitutes or at least how Picasso views them. This class is so strange!! Colescott's version of prostitutes now. Honestly this is the strangest art class that I have ever taken!!

I think I'm writing this now because this class bores me and according to my brother we don't have power at home cause of the storms that happened so I wont be able to charge my laptop

GOD DAMN MONKIES!! Stupid teacher man goes to fast for me to take notes. I'mma have to download the notes from blackboard now. Ugh! I hate downloading stuff that I don't need to. EW

Ugh anyway, I felt really pretty today which was really super nice! I love when I feel pretty!! It doesn't happen all that often.

AH! Because I'm thinking of it! I get to see Lizzie this weekend!! And possibly am staying the night!! YAY!! I don't get to see Lizz often enough! Stupid school getting in the way! I also might get to see Goat [Its a nickname] this weekend. I really hope that I do get to see her. I haven't seen her since the end of camp. And that makes me sad because we got really close this summer. Last summer we really didn't like each other but we do this year! So I MISS HER!!!

I have noticed lately that people have stopped posting things on facebook or aren't responding to my texts/messages and that worries me. I like to know that people are doing okay so it's not cool when they suddenly stop having contact with me. I get really worried. And right now there are several people who I haven't had contact with and I'm really honestly quite upset about that. THEY SHOULD TEXT/MESSGAE ME RIGHT NOW!!!

**sighs** Sorry this is another random one. I'm in a funky mood right now so my mind is in highgear and running in more directions then usual. Kinda sucks, it's giving me a headache ughhh!!!! Dislike yo!! **stomach makes a strange noise** agh!! I didn't finish my dinner cause of the storms. I got a doggy box/bag thing and drove back to the school. Then sat in an area that was mostly glass because this whole building has a lot of glass. There are no area's that aren't near glass. I got told I had to move so I went and sat in a hallway xD then I moved and sat next to a 7-up soda machine. But I had been sitting in that glass area for at least 10 minutes with the sirens blaring the whole time. Those damn things are really shrill in Pickerington!! That or there are several that are very close to the school.

Brother text me and said that we have power again. YAY!! Cause my laptop is gonna die soon!!! NOT GOOD!

Just in case you were wondering just writing this much has taken almost an hour because I'm taking notes at the same time.... at least I was. Now, not so much. ew. It's dark as hell out right now. It's 8:20pm. You know I kinda like putting the time as I type. I think it's interesting to see what I type when. I didn't do that tonight because I just didn't TT-TT

Bad Sarah **yawn** there is cashew chicken and rice sitting in my car waiting for me to eat it. Or at least finish eating it. Oh! I think we might be done for the night. Or not. He just said break time for a lil bit. DAMN!!!! I want to go home TT-TT I'm tired of listening to this man talk! Ugh!! For real. He just said ten minute break then he'll talk to nine then he'll let us go home.

WOOOO home now! Tired but of course I'm not gonna go to bed. Lol I'mma stay up and play on my comp.

Night dearies

We will kiss in the moon light, I will never make you cry

Hello!! **waves happily** It's currently 7:52pm and my internet is being stupid so I'm typing this up in openoffice. Which is still kicking my butt TT-TT ALSO!! I was saddened to discover that I don't have a movie maker of anykind!! This means that I have to go searching and find a free one that I can download to my mac. Ugh that is effort which I dislike! Also!! I wish I had some talent at drawling. That is my goal tomorrow! To find some drawling sites and practice! I love to draw I'm just kinda crap at it. I don't think I 'm that bad at photography though which is good but speaking of I need to take some pictures sometime. I might go in the park behind my house and take some shots. Or of my cat. He's pretty!! **attacks cat in hugs** Sorry! He was sitting next to me and I couldn't help my self.

Once again though I find my self insanely bored even though I have math homework to do. I think I'll do that tomorrow or saturday. Sometime. Ahh I love the song “Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off” by Panic at the disco. I'm currently listening to it and I'm not really sure why I love it so much but I do!! **sighs and sings in her head** My parents are in the room as I type this other wise I would totally sing out loud but the lyrics are not parent-ok!! lol I totally just made that a word-ish-ing. =]

[8:oo] I want the internet to start working again TT-TT I also wish that I could write something. Like I really want to write a story but every time I start it gets away from me and runs off into outer space. **sighs** Damn story!!! I haven't been able to write any poems lately either...Hmm I blame life. Like I've had a lot going on lately and have been dealing with crazy emotions!! College life sucks when you are living at home!

[8:o6] ;alsjfhoaf;uwenvvubeavuebr;vub;ub; Muffin Man!!! GRRAWR!!!

That is all.....

“In my need you have always been there/ He is young/ He's afraid/ Let him rest/ Bring him home!”

“He's like the son I might have now if God had granted me a son”

I love this song. Bring him Home from Les Mes. I would love to see the show sometime. The music is so beautiful! I love to sing it!! Some times I think I sound pretty good singing it.

“If I die, let me die. Let Him live! Bring him home......Bring him home....Bring him home!” GOOD SONG!!!

[8:23] Ugh internet is still being strange. I had to wash dishes, and I left itunes playing so it was like 5 songs past where I was TT-TT

“it's to soon, to soon to say goodbye. Yes Forbid me now to die! I'll try to obey” Possibly the most beautiful line ever written. I tear up every time. It's so pretty.

“Take my hand and lead me to salvation, take my love for love is ever lasting. And remember the true that once was spoken. To love another person is to see the face of god.” Ahhh so beautiful!! I love it!! It's kinda sad that when I'm upset I listen to stuff like that if I'm not listening to stuff thats horribly moody and angry like I normally do.

[8:29] Internet is back!!

[8:36] I love the numa numa song!! **dances badly** Now if I could say the words right! WAH!! My phone just went off!! That scared me!! [yes you needed to know that] It was Liz!! YAY!!! But she is all sick! Not cool!! **glomps her** Okay I think I'm done blogging for now. I might post something later tonight. So there might be another strange ramble xD Later!!!

Insane rambling during art class

Hello my lovelies!! I'm so sorry that I haven't posted anything in the last few days. I've been busy with school and trying to find a job, but the job part is going well. I've possibly found a job with a chinese place that is like one minute from the school. No lie!! Plus the food is fantastic and cheap!! I died and went to heaven!! NOMS!! Plus I have some sweet and sour chicken left over that I will probably eat at late tonight.

Oh! I think guest speaker man is about to speak so I'mma listen to him now then I'll maybe type more. [6:17 pm]

[6:43] Coming back to this for a second. Guest man is speaking but I don't enjoy listening to his voice. I think his art is a bit pompous but I like it still. But he is a bit stuck up but I can't really talk. Okay switching back to notes.

[6:53] There is a ticking clock....I'm going to shoot it. Guest man will fall silent for a moment and no one speaks. The room falls oddly silent save for that damn ticking clock! Not even the gentle clacking my keyboard keys is enough to drown out the sound of that clock.

[6:59] Woah! What the hell happened there with that writing!! That was rather crazy! I love when I write like that. I feeel proud. Guest speaker man is still speaking, but don't worry!! I am paying attention still. He's currently talking about how he gets his style from others but doesn't think that he's that bold of an artist. Honestly I think he's rather bold but I really want some of the chicken sitting in my car. I'm kinda hoping that my car wont smell like chicken. That would kill me every time I get in the car!! YES! I do realize that this is a ramble but this is the way my mind works. It runs at a ba-jillion miles a minute and I think about many things and suddenly I've lost the ability to spell. Welll I'm spelling worse then usual. Okay switching back now.

[7:05] WoAh-MeH-gOd!!! This class is tooooooo long. There is still 2 and a half hours left. I'm really hoping that he doesn't speak the whole time. I might die. I know my comp will!

[7:15] Either the clock has stopped ticking or I've just gotten used to it.

[7:19] I think I just got used to it. I really do want some of that chicken...Hmm I need to hide the pringles somewhere so mom doesn't see them but she has nothing to do with my car so it might be all right. Speaking of car I need to clean it and stick Fai and Kuro in the window still. I'm thinking that I'm going to tape both of them to the dash board. Some where near each other, but not because Fai told me too....No.... not at all.....I have problems...I need to stop loving fictional boys. But in order to do that, real boys need to stop being such dickwads xD Oh my...I got off topic with this one. Guest man is still going strong with his speaking....There's a voodoo dancer in some of his art.....I am confuseeeeeddd!!! and really wanting that chicken... Ugh. I'm mildly fail I know. TT-TT

[7:25] Nope! The ticking is back. I heard it.

[7:31] So I am officially bored and resisting getting on Facebook. That took a lot longer then I thought that it would. So i'm kinda proud of myself!! Guest man has started sounding like a drone in my head and is starting to give me a head ache. MAJOR DISLIKE!!! Oh! I guess while i'm thinking about it. I'm really sorry that this really is just me rambling for 2ish hours!! I'm sure you have better things to do then to read me thinking about everything and nothing ['cept you Lizz-Tonks-Wiffle. I know you are laughing at me!] This also just hit two pages in openoffice word thing. =] I just got a song stuck in my head. It's a tribute to John Williams(?) I can't remember his name. But you can find it if you look up star wars tribute, the picture should be of four guys in the four corners if the screen. Good tribute thing lol. I have found so many good songs lately! It's just crazy!! Some time I will have to post a list of my itunes and of my favorite songs cuz itunes doesn't have all of my songs TT-TT Very sad thing!!!

[7:53] DUDE! I am bored and my foot is falling asleep but I can't move it because it's helping to hold my laptop up. I've got it leaning on the table. Okay just switched legs. Ow! They just turned the lights on after them being off for almost 2 hours **squints** Meh eyes!!! Ugh muffins.

[9:38] Okay!! So I'm now home and have eaten the rest of my chicken and my car did smell like sweet and sour chicken **face palm** But thats okay!...as long as the smell is gone by tomorrow. Oh! I might have gotten a job with that chinese place it all depends. I really hope that I have!! That would be good!!! That means money and CHINESE FOOODZZZ!!! Ummm yea I'm thinking I'mma end it here xD this is such a messed up post. I'm so sorry.